Getting stuff off my chest

Ok so im just writing these things to get them off my chest and go on with life

The first body Ive ever seen. I think i was about 6 driving along the highway with my family a I saw a dead person lying on the side of the road, he was drunk and tried to walk across the highway, I remember this day clearly It was the first time we went to Johannesburg the big City !!! exciting stuff, so naturally we had a video camera and my brother decided to record the whole thing, bizarre i know ! back then it didnt seem real to me like a cartoon or something. I kept telling myself that he was still alive and that he would get up soon and be ok. The rest of the day was a blur.

3 years later we moved to the big exciting city, which turned out to be a drag !!

The first house we lived in was a duplex to houses down from the local drug house, that was amusing, listening to the cops raid the place at night throwing tear gass bombs around. We lived there for 3 years we moved after our neighbours son went into a coma from a drug overdose. My brother started using drugs aswel, not to the knowledge of my parents. Our next house was awesome ! and Huge ! We found out our neighbours were drug lords dealing in madrax though. One day my parents and sister went to go get lotto tickets, ends up a whole lotta men with AK 47's decided they also wanted to win the lotto and robbed the store were you buy the tickets. My sister ran and just before they were about to shoot her my father begged them not to. They kicked him in the face stole his cellphone and his watch shot the owner of the shop, shot the guy next to my dad in the neck. The cops came and one big gun battle broke out and every car outside was shot to pieces, except the car my mother and sister were hinding in. God was protecting my family that day for sure.

Our next house was cool aswell, no drug dealers that we know of but they did steal our gate and our car batteries oh and our house numbers. They also tried to break in a number of times but never succeeded, probably becase we have 4 dogs, an alarms system, burglar bars on all the windows and doors, a copper security gate locking the bedrooms from the rest of the house and armed security that comes when the alarm goes off.

My grandpa died in a car accident a while after we moved, and two people died in that same accident.

College I moved to an aparmtment near city center. In my first year I got mugged, my second year I moved in with a friend and watched gun battles from our balcony.

One day I drove to go visit my parents and I drove past the worst accident ever ! a truck drove into a car I saw 1 woman dead in the front seat and another guy lying dead next to the road, the womans little girl was sitting outside the car, alive.

My mother and I drove past an accident were a 15 year old boy was run over twice ! he ended up in 2 pieces. I saw a woman who was hit by a mini bus taxi her legs were not where they were supposed to be !!! I saw was a man who was knocked off his bicycle on the side of the road, I only saw his hand his body was covered with a black disposable bag.

I decided to move to cape town 1000 km away from my family to be in a safer place. Last week they broke into my house and tried to stab my house mate. The cops say the guy didnt do anything wrong coz he didnt take anything. I guess I will be moving back to Johannesburg next year.