I want to go home

Since I was little "I want to go home" were the words that came from my mouth. I never knew what I meant I just knew I wasn't home but that is where I wanted to be. I still want to go home and I finally realized that home is with God. I always wanted to and didn't know what it was, now that I know I think it is time. I love what God has done for me and I believe he gave me my children to keep me from coming home just yet but I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on. This is what I really want. I don't know what else is here for me but I know that home is where I'll be able to smile agian.